爱上陌生人（3）

    i lived  to e right in front of me. she didn’t just forget things. she became a different person—one nize.  under her breath and sco. she kept a hammer hidden in her room and htest provocation. if she got out of the house, she’d refuse to come back in. instead, she  for the police to help her. she’d come to believe that she  her to take the civil service test. only another police officer could convince her to come into the house.

    this is not my mother, i htest thing. my mother alood-natured. this htly paranoid. she moved magazines, silver around the house. ry and yell at me for thinking she had done something . she told me that other people, not she, had moved these things.

    “come here,” she’d say forcefully, grabbing my hand and pulling me into her room. “listen. do you hear them? they took it.”

    to learn more about the disease, my sister and i attended groups for flies of alzheimer’s patients. s she said or did. the alzheimer’s , not her.

    as the disease progressed, my mother grehtened. she’d say. “ to me? ely free  htened, expressing anger hing  i could to stay connected to her as she lost the ability to engage in the hallmarks of linear life. my mother had al. s on the piano, and she’d place her hand on top of the old upright and sing each note and every ressed, i sa home. noer kno happens, such as my . even though she expressed no interest, i needed her there. on my  day, she marched in  in time to the minister’s speech as he poured libations.  out proudly, “that’s my gal.” i turned to her. “yes, mom, it’s me. ”

    home, e her arms, shoulders, and hands. she grabs my arm and cradles it, talking all the  i could just tell all my troubles to my mother and kno ht, she holds my hand tight or pats my head, and i’m comforted.

    ,” they say. perhaps they tell me about loved ones nizable as their brains degenerated, ravaged by atzheimer’s.

    those e of my mother is in my very skin, as is her knoe of me. not even alzheimer’s can take that away.</p>

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